Everyone knows the story of David and Bathsheba. In a society that
is inundated with sex, we tend to overlook the horror of this epic
story. When David was consumed with lust, Bathsheba ceased to be a
woman, the handiwork of God and became an object to be possessed and
used.
Unlike David, we do not have to climb to the roof of our palaces,
we only have to turn on our computers. Lust, fed by pornography, hardens
the heart and entices us to live out our fantasies, wherein people
become things to be used, abused and disposed of. Society’s focus on
pleasure and instant gratification has done horrible things to women.
The Holy Spirit moved the pen of the Sacred Author to record this event
in David’s life. We must trust in the Spirit to speak to our hearts and
enable us to value the beauty of the human person. By God’s merciful
grace, we will receive the helps we need to overcome self-indulgence and
pour ourselves out in service to others. By the guidance of the Spirit,
we will learn to treat other with dignity and respect. By the
outpouring of grace, we will rediscover what it means to say that our
bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit. Once again, we will come to know
the bliss that comes from walking with God in the Garden of His delight.
Lust not only caused David to treat Bathsheba as an object, but it
also caused him to think that Uriah was expendable – disposable. Once we
desecrate the temple of our body, nothing is sacred, nothing has value.
When David fell prey to his lust, he did not see the image and likeness
of God in either Bathsheba or Uriah. Sin hardened his heart and caused
him to degrade the woman and to destroy her husband. His stone cold
heart had to be made flesh again.
God so loved the world that He
set in motion a process whereby the children of Adam and Eve might
become human again. God became flesh so that sinful human beings might
once again be made in the image and likeness of God. The Beloved Son,
Who reflects the glory of the Godhead, was degraded and ridiculed so as
to restore dignity to a fallen race. The immortal God died on the cross
to bring mortal men to the fullness of life. I pray that each of us
would experience God’s mercy and forgiveness so that we would stop
hurting ourselves and others.
--Father Jerome Machar, OSCO
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Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Do I Trust God?: A Reflection on 2 Samuel 24: 1-17
The LORD’s anger against Israel
flared again,a and
he incited David against them: “Go, take a census of Israel
and Judah .”2The king therefore said to Joab and the leaders of the army who
were with him, “Tour all the tribes of Israel from Dan to Beer-sheba and
register the people, that I may know their number.”3But Joab replied to the king: “May the LORD your God increase the number of people
a hundredfold for my lord the king to see it with his own eyes. But why does it
please my lord to do a thing of this kind?”4However, the king’s command
prevailed over Joab and the leaders of the army, so they left the king’s
presence in order to register the people of Israel.5Crossing the Jordan, they began
near Aroer, south of the city in the wadi, and turned in the direction of Gad
toward Jazer.6They continued on to Gilead and
to the district below Mount Hermon. Then they proceeded to Dan; from there they
turned toward Sidon,7going to the fortress of Tyre
and to all the cities of the Hivites and Canaanites, and ending up in the Negeb
of Judah, at Beer-sheba.8Thus they toured the whole
land, reaching Jerusalem again after nine months and twenty days.9Joab then reported the census
figures to the king: of men capable of wielding a sword, there were in Israel
eight hundred thousand, and in Judah five hundred thousand.
10Afterward, however, David
regretted having numbered the people. David said to the LORD: “I have sinned
grievously in what I have done.b Take
away, LORD, your servant’s guilt, for I have acted very
foolishly.”*11When David rose in the morning,
the word of the LORD came to the
prophet Gad, David’s seer, saying:12Go, tell David: Thus says the
LORD: I am offering you three options; choose one of them, and I will give you
that.13Gad then went to David to inform him. He asked: “Should three
years of famine come upon your land; or three months of fleeing from your enemy
while he pursues you; or is it to be three days of plague in your land? Now
consider well: what answer am I to give to him who sent me?”c14David answered Gad: “I am
greatly distressed. But let us fall into the hand of God, whose mercy is great,
rather than into human hands.”15Thus David chose the plague. At
the time of the wheat harvest it broke out among the people. The LORD sent plague over Israel from morning until the time
appointed, and from Dan to Beer-sheba seventy thousand of the people died.16But when the angel stretched forth his hand toward Jerusalem to destroy it, the LORD changed his mind about the calamity, and
said to the angel causing the destruction among the people: Enough now! Stay
your hand.d The
angel of the LORD was then
standing at the threshing floor of Araunah the Jebusite.e17When David saw the angel who
was striking the people, he said to the LORD: “It is I who have sinned; it is
I, the shepherd, who have done wrong. But these sheep, what have they done? Strike
me and my father’s family!” (2 Sam. 24: 1-17)
What’s the big deal about David counting
the military men? Wouldn’t a king want to know how many troops he has? Why is God
so upset that David counted his men? There are several reasons.
First, David could have been proud that
Judah, the tribe to which he belonged, had 500,000 soldiers, whereas the other
11 tribes of Israel
had 800,000 altogether. He could boast about his own tribe. However this is not
the main reason that God was upset with David.
Secondly, the book of Numbers is filled
with numbers of the people. So why is God upset that David is counting the
people when one of the books in the Bible is all about numbers?
The issue involves trust. As David
develops in his relationship with God, God expects more of him that he did
earlier. David has gone through some very serious sins of adultery and murder,
and God showed him that he forgave those sins and still loved David and kept
his covenant with him. So David should’ve trusted that God would take care of
him.
More is expected of those to whom more has
been given. As David grows in his relationship with God, he is expected to grow
in trust of God. Perhaps he trusted himself and his troops more than God. Maybe
he was considering what battles he could win or if he could win them, and he
wanted to know the number of troops in order to make this determination. God
held David to a higher standard than other military leaders and kings, because
God had shown David that he, God, could be trusted. When David went out to
destroy Goliath with a slingshot and five stones, God gave him the victory.
Then 40 years later, when David is returning from battle, the women sing, “Saul
has killed his thousands and David his 10,000s.” This certainly indicated that
the victory was God’s, not David’s.
David has a lack of trust that God could
deliver him from his enemies no matter how many troops he has or how many
troops the enemy has. Unlike the time when David sinned with Bathsheba, this
time David feels guilty before the prophet comes to him. In the case of
Bathsheba, and the killing of Uriah the Hittite, David did not recognize his
sin until the prophet Nathan confronted him with it. In the situation of the census
of his people, David recognizes his sin before the prophet Gad comes. David asks
God for forgiveness, and then speaks to Gad who comes to tell David, “OK. God
has forgiven you. But you don’t get off scott free. As a punishment, do you
want a b or c?” David’s response is interesting. He says, “Let us fall by the
hands of God rather than by the hands of men because God is the most merciful.”
David understood God’s mercy. He wrote
about this mercy many times in the Psalms. David is writing from his own
experience. He experiences a deep sense of sorrow in his heart, a sorrow for
the suffering of his people. He had been protective of his people before, but
now we see the compassion and tenderness he has toward his people.
David does not say, “I, the king have
sinned” or “I, the leader, have sinned.” Rather he says, “I, the shepherd, have
sinned.” By calling himself a shepherd, he may have been looking back to his
childhood when he, as a shepherd used to watch his sheep and have to take care
of them. At that time he would defend his flock by using a sling to ward off
predators, and God protected his flock. David says that he killed a bear and a
lion who were going to attack his flock, all by the grace of God. David sees
the people as sheep who are vulnerable, gentle, unsuspecting. He feels a deep
love for the people. This shows that he has a deeper understanding of God.
David says, “Punish me, not the sheep. I
am the one who is guilty. I am the one who lost trust.” David is not just
willing to fight for his people but also to suffer for those in his charge.
This passage from Scripture helps us to consider what God
has done for us and the many graces that he has given to us. Are we responding
to those graces? Am I worrying about things? Am I still lazy? Do I not put up a
fight? Am I not responding to what God has done in my life? Am I not responding
appropriately to God? Is my trust in God strong in comparison to what he has
shown about trusting him in Scripture? My trust is so small compared to what I
have seen. My failure to trust, my lack of trust is not in accord with what God
has done in my life. Why is that?
Consider the mercy of God. Do I trust enough in God’s
mercy? Do I trust God’s mercy, not my own
ability, talent, work? Where is my heart? Am I willing to not only trust God
but also love him and love my neighbor? Am I advancing in love of neighbor or
do I just love myself? Do I think I am this, I am that, it’s all about me, or
am I truly beginning to think about those whom the Lord has given me to care
for and pray for? Do I want to not just fight for Christ but also to enter into
suffering with him, to lay down my life for him?
What about those of us who are in religious life in the
first, second, or third orders? Jesus told us that the good shepherd would lay
down his life for his sheep. David said that he would rather be punished for
the sake of the others. Wasn’t that an example of the good shepherd? The
willingness to suffer penance for our sins, however that penance may come, all
done out of the love of Jesus, shows our love for him and for the sheep. And I
willing to give Jesus my all? Do I trust in God and in his mercy and in the
love that he showed us on the cross?
-- Transcribed as best as possible from a homily by Father
David Engo, FBM
Friday, January 31, 2014
Staying on Campaign
At the turn of
the year, when kings go out on campaign,
David sent out Joab along with his officers
and the army ofIsrael ,
and they ravaged the Ammonites and besieged Rabbah.
David, however, remained inJerusalem .
One evening David rose from his siesta
and strolled about on the roof of the palace.
From the roof he saw a woman bathing, who was very beautiful.
David had inquiries made about the woman and was told,
“She is Bathsheba, daughter of Eliam,
and wife of Joab’s armor bearer Uriah the Hittite.”
Then David sent messengers and took her.
When she came to him, he had relations with her.
She then returned to her house.
But the woman had conceived,
and sent the information to David, “I am with child.” (2 Samuel 11: 1-5)
David sent out Joab along with his officers
and the army of
and they ravaged the Ammonites and besieged Rabbah.
David, however, remained in
One evening David rose from his siesta
and strolled about on the roof of the palace.
From the roof he saw a woman bathing, who was very beautiful.
David had inquiries made about the woman and was told,
“She is Bathsheba, daughter of Eliam,
and wife of Joab’s armor bearer Uriah the Hittite.”
Then David sent messengers and took her.
When she came to him, he had relations with her.
She then returned to her house.
But the woman had conceived,
and sent the information to David, “I am with child.” (2 Samuel 11: 1-5)
One of the saddest and most detrimental of events in David’s
life is David’s committing adultery with Bathsheba and then having her husband
Uriah the Hittite killed when David discovered Bathsheba’s pregnancy. David
married Bathsheba to cover up his adultery, but the sin became known. The
long-term result of this was not only the death of an innocent man, Uriah, but
also the death of the innocent baby, the later rebellion of David’s sons, and
the splitting of Israel
into two kingdoms. All of this happened because David took a walk on the roof when
he should’ve been out on campaign.
Nevertheless, in all of these terrible circumstances, we
learn about the mercy of God. God shows mercy to David when David repents. God
does not remove the kingship from David nor will He abolish the covenant that
he made with David when he told David that one of his sons would sit upon the
throne of Jacob forever. David will still share paternity with God in Jesus,
and this through Bathsheba, the very woman with whom he sinned. Bathsheba
became the mother of David’s son Solomon and, through Solomon, the great great
great great great great grandmother of Jesus.
The origin of David’s sin was sloth. It was a lack of
attentiveness to his duty. Scripture tells us that this incident happened at
the turn of the year when kings go out on campaign. David was a king, so why
wasn’t he on campaign? He should’ve been campaigning, that is rallying his
troops and fighting his enemies. Instead David was home where he got into
trouble. In his idleness, he is walking on the rooftop when he spies Bathsheba.
And thus his great sin begins.
In the spiritual life, sloth and idleness become the doorway
to sin. The saying goes that an idle mind is the devil’s playground. Think of a
motorboat that is not anchored but is not moving through the waves. The tide
will take that boat wherever the tide flows. The evil one waits for us to be
idle, that is not seeking a virtuous life, because when we are idle we become
prey to the tide. We then fall into sin either through the evil one or through
our own fallen nature. We are prone to influence by both of these. One or the
other will sweep us away.
In the spiritual life we need to be always on campaign. The
campaign to holiness requires virtue, fortitude, attention to the matter at
hand. We need to give God our attention, be mindful of Him, be attentive to our
state in life and our vocation. David’s state in life was that of a married man
who was also a king. But he got lost in wandering on a rooftop, and he probably
made excuses about why he did what he did.
Once we recognize our vocation, we must give ourselves
completely to it. Our duty is to our vocation. We are to be on campaign, to
engage in the battle to become who God intended us to be. If we grow lax and
slothful, this will have an effect on our own soul and the souls of others who
we were to lead to God by our example. St. Francis said that whenever we turn
back to our own wills, we become murderers. Yes murderers, because we fail to
participate in the salvation of souls. We are not there to lead others to God.
We must give our whole selves and our attention to our vocation. We can’t be
slothful. David took a walk on his rooftop that devastated his life, caused his
kingdom to be divided, and brought destruction to Israel . St. Paul said, “Let us fight the good fight
and not grow gloomy or lax,” because “rejoicing in the Lord must be your
strength.”
We need to keep on campaign for the holiness of life. This
will cause us to drink the cup of suffering, but self-denial will lead us to
glory in heaven. Keep the end result in mind. “Great things we have promised,”
St. Francis said. “But greater things have been promised to us.” We must yearn
for the eternal and the heavenly homeland, and not grow lax or weary because
rejoicing in the Lord must be our strength. Give us the grace of fortitude,
Lord, to fight the good fight and to remain on campaign.
-- Transcribed as best as possible from a homily by Father
David Engo, FBM
Thursday, January 30, 2014
God Cannot Be Outdone in Generosity
God’s Covenant with David
Now when the king was settled in his house, and the Lord had
given him rest from all his enemies around him, the king said to the prophet Nathan,
‘See now, I am living in a house of cedar, but the ark of God stays in a tent.’ Nathan said to the king, ‘Go, do all
that you have in mind; for the Lord is with you.’
But that same night the word of the Lord came
to Nathan: Go and tell my servant
David: Thus says the Lord: Are you the
one to build me a house to live in? I
have not lived in a house since the day I brought up the people of Israel from Egypt to this day, but I have been
moving about in a tent and a tabernacle. Wherever
I have moved about among all the people of Israel ,
did I ever speak a word with any of the tribal leaders of
Israel , whom I commanded to
shepherd my people Israel ,
saying, ‘Why have you not built me a house of cedar?’ Now therefore thus you shall say to my
servant David: Thus says the Lord of hosts: I took you from the pasture,
from following the sheep to be prince over my people Israel; and I have been with you wherever you
went, and have cut off all your enemies from before you; and I will make for
you a great name, like the name of the great ones of the earth. And I will appoint a place for my
people Israel and will plant them, so that they may live in their own place,
and be disturbed no more; and evildoers shall afflict them no more, as
formerly, from the time that I
appointed judges over my people Israel; and I will give you rest from all your
enemies. Moreover, the Lord declares to you that the Lord will
make you a house. When your days
are fulfilled and you lie down with your ancestors, I will raise up your
offspring after you, who shall come forth from your body, and I will establish
his kingdom. He shall build a
house for my name, and I will establish the throne of his kingdom for ever. I will be a father to him, and he
shall be a son to me. When he commits iniquity, I will punish him with a rod
such as mortals use, with blows inflicted by human beings. But I will not take my
steadfast love from him, as I took it from Saul, whom I put away from before
you. Your house and your kingdom
shall be made sure for ever before me; your throne shall be established for
ever. In accordance with all
these words and with all this vision, Nathan spoke to David.
David’s Prayer
Then King David went in and sat before the Lord, and said, ‘Who am I, O Lord God, and what is my house, that you have brought me
thus far? And yet this was a small thing in your eyes, O Lord God; you have spoken also of your servant’s house for
a great while to come. May this be instruction for the people, O Lord God! And
what more can David say to you? For you know your servant, O Lord God! Because
of your promise, and according to your own heart, you have wrought all this
greatness, so that your servant may know it. Therefore
you are great, O Lord God; for there is no one like you, and
there is no God besides you, according to all that we have heard with our ears. Who is like your people, like Israel ? Is
there another nation on earth whose God went to
redeem it as a people, and to make a name for himself, doing great and awesome
things for them, by driving out before
his people nations and their gods? And you established your people Israel for
yourself to be your people for ever; and you, O Lord, became their God. And now, O Lord God, as for the word that you have
spoken concerning your servant and concerning his house, confirm it for ever;
do as you have promised. Thus
your name will be magnified for ever in the saying, “The Lord of hosts is God over Israel ”; and
the house of your servant David will be established before you. For you, O Lord of hosts, the God of Israel, have made
this revelation to your servant, saying, “I will build you a house”; therefore
your servant has found courage to pray this prayer to you. And now, O Lord God, you are God, and your words are true, and you
have promised this good thing to your servant; now therefore may it please you to
bless the house of your servant, so that it may continue for ever before you;
for you, O Lord God, have spoken,
and with your blessing shall the house of your servant be blessed for ever.’
David wanted to build God a house. He tells the prophet
Nathan about this, and Nathan basically says, “Go ahead and do what you want.”
But then God speaks to Nathan and says, “Tell David not to do this.”
God’s response contains an element of surprise. God is
saying I never asked for a house. I’ve been moving about in a tent all this
time, and never needed a house.” But God recognized that David wanted to do him
good and to give God glory. So God is more generous than David. He says to
David, “You are not going to build a house for me; I will build a house for
you. Your son shall be my son.” God and David are going to share fatherhood in
one of David’s sons. This prophecy would take 1000 years before it was
fulfilled in Jesus.
David’s son Solomon built God a temple, as God had
predicted. But God built his own temple in David’s son Jesus.
What incredible love existed between David and his household
and God! God introduced a new way to approach God, to search for God, to become
a closer friend of God. God taught us a great lesson, to lean on God’s mercy.
God built his own temple on Jesus, and that new temple is the Church. The temple of Solomon was destroyed and rebuilt until
it was finally destroyed and never rebuilt. But the temple of the Catholic
Church built on Jesus will last forever. It has endured sufferings, blows, and
beatings, but it has endured. We see in the Church God’s love for us. To those
who give, Scripture tells us, more will be given. We give to God, and he gives
far more generously back to us. God cannot be outdone in generosity. The more
we realize that God is building something beautiful in our lives, the more we
will trust God, the more we will understand the beauty of the relationship with
God and how awesome we are to him.
Jesus told his disciples that he would not ask the Father
for them, because they could ask the Father themselves. The Father loves you,
Jesus said. Take courage and approach the heavenly Father. Our Lord and God is
so good, so near, so merciful. He cannot be outdone in generosity. Give
something, and God will give you more back. Trust in God who so loves us and who
gave Jesus to us. What more can we ask for than that?
--Transcribed in general from a homily by Father David Engo,
FBM
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