So I went to the angel and told him
to give me the little scroll; and he said to me, ‘Take it, and eat; it will be
bitter to your stomach, but sweet as honey in your mouth.’ So I took the little
scroll from the hand of the angel and ate it; it was sweet as honey in my
mouth, but when I had eaten it, my stomach was made bitter.
Then they said to me, ‘You
must prophesy again about many peoples and nations and languages and kings.’ (Revelations
10: 9-11)
What is this little scroll? It is God’s
word. The eating of the scroll says to us that we must take God’s word and make
it our own. We must chew on it, embrace it, and then proclaim it to the people.
When we begin to follow God we often experience sweetness, but then as we
proceed in the spiritual life, things grow more difficult. It is the same when
we preach the word of God. The initial preaching is exciting, but when we call
for repentance and conversion and speak about God’s justice and judgment, the
message becomes hard to hear, hard to speak, hard to stomach. Instead of focusing
on the difficulty of the message, we should be amazed that God speaks to us at
all and that we weak human beings are capable of receiving such wisdom and
grace as it comes from God. It is amazing, really. God loves us so much that he
cannot help reaching out to us, loving us, showing his wisdom to us. He uses
many ways to reach our hearts. This can be through the homily and prayers at
Mass, through the work that we do, in people who speak to us, in quiet times
and in the midst of great tribulation. We need to develop a listening ear and
an open heart as God invites us to trust him and to listen to him and for him.
God is reaching out to us. Take time to let this truth sink in. Chew on this
message for a while, turn it over in your mind. Put God’s word into practice.
Stop and listen throughout the day to the word of God speaking to you. Put God’s
word into your own words, apply it to the situation. Let God’s word work in the
world you know and believe that he is speaking to you. He cannot help but do so.
--Father James Kumbakkeel,
O.S.B
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